jessica's bored so this is for her

 i'm crazious, for realz. i couldn't tell you my motives, my feelings, my thoughts even if i tried.

i talked to my mom last night, and asked her for advice.

she's a counselor and i never took advantage of her expertise except for recently. 

growing up we didn't get along or talk much but i'm glad things changed

i asked her how do i try and appear not crazy to someone who thinks i'm crazy

we both laughed. i told her the sit-you and she actually helped me a lot

that's exactly correct heath ledger.

i miss little miss sunshine

miss missy miss miss piggy

jessica tells me i give guys the wrong impression.

and that i think guys are weird when they like me.

she's kinda right

you're kinda right jessica

i always find a reason not to see how things go

it's so nice outside. i'm sitting on the grass listening to music

kim went to get starbucks. 

i will a little later, im full right now.

you wanted everything a relationship entails, but not the label

i wanted the label and nothing a relationship entails

why? who fucking knows.