free spirit and shit

so i have like 5 russian films to watch, for my exam tomorrow.. all about war and that's not exactly my cup of tea. listening to music and sippin on some starbucks that Aaron made for me it's delicious.
but
almost gone
in
3
2
1

bye bye.


i'm missing california so much right now, especially with my grades and no determination to do anything involving schoolwork.

i have no direction, and make too many different plans.
i need to get my shit straight.
i do have an extremely free spirit way of viewing life
im not sure how far that gets me though. it's fun and i love my life buttttttt

i just with i wasn't so lazy and put my energy into something other than caring loving starbucks.. :) and relationships with people.